Stolen Hearts

  Stolen Hearts

  M. O’Keefe

  Stolen Hearts

  Dangerous Press

  M. O’Keefe © 2021

  All rights reserved. This copy is intended for the original purchaser of this e-book only. No part of this e-book may be reproduced, scanned, or distributed in any printed or electronic form without prior written permission from Dangerous Press LLC.

  This e-book is a work of fiction. While reference may be made to actual historical events or existing locations, the names, characters, places and incidents are products of the authors’ imaginations, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

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  1

  You want to know what the rich and powerful do? They go to parties like this one. And on little plates they carry food around that they don’t actually eat. In heavy crystal glasses they drink champagne and scotch. Rivers of it. They laugh and whisper and watch each other out of the corners of their eyes.

  But really what they do is pretend. That’s all. They play pretend in their four-thousand-dollar tuxes and ten-thousand-dollar dresses.

  They pretend to care what the person they’re talking to is actually saying. They pretend to give a shit about whatever cause to which they’re donating money. Or in the case of tonight’s party – the marriage of a 20-year-old girl to a 48-year-old man.

  They pretend that it’s not gross.

  My sister Zilla and I played a version of this exact same game that hot summer under the willow tree at the back of our estate. Wearing our mother’s nightgowns with thin little straps and lace that fell past our little girl knees, Zilla would hold out a leaf with a worm on it.

  “It’s a delicacy where I come from,” she’d say in a ridiculous accent.

  “After you,” I’d say, trying to sound like the Queen of England but getting tangled up somewhere in the deep south. And then, because she was fearless, Zilla would pick up that worm, bite it in half, and swallow it down.

  “Show me,” I’d say, and she’d open her mouth to reveal nothing but her molars poking through the tender pink of her gums. And then she’d dab the corners of her mouth with the leaf, and we’d tip our heads back and fake laugh.

  But the fake laughs always turned to real ones. Ones that shook our bellies and made us collapse onto the ground.

  That was not going to happen at this party.

  “Are you all right?” asked Mrs. . . . oh, god, what was her name? She was important, I’d been told that earlier. I’d been told not to forget that this woman in the vast sea of important women at this party, was important.

  “I’m fine,” I said, but there was sweat pooling between my breasts. The sweat had nothing to do with the heat of summer in Upstate New York and everything to do with my life ending while people ate shrimp cocktail.

  The harpist in the corner struck up what sounded like the exact same song she’d been playing for the last hour. It was. It was the same song. The harpist was playing a joke on all the assholes at this party.

  Oh god, the thought just occurred to me – she thinks I am one of the assholes.

  “As I was saying,” the important woman said. The diamonds in her ears were the size of pea gravel and could keep Zilla in Belhaven for a month. “The senator has done excellent work for the state in Washington. Everyone here fully supports his tax relief bill.”

  “I’m sure he appreciates that.”

  “Tell him, won’t you?” she asked, leaning in closer. “I have a nephew graduating Harvard and he’s hoping to intern with the senator next year.”

  Little did Important Woman know, I had no power. Everything about me – from the dress I was wearing to the seven million thread count pillowcase I would lay my head upon tonight – was a loan I was in the process of paying back.

  “Sure,” I said.

  “You must be so excited,” Important Woman said. “How that man has managed to stay single is a mystery to me.”

  “I think I just need to get a breath of fresh air,” I said and then rudely, really rudely, just walked away from that important woman.

  Whoa.

  I was really starting to unravel. Despite being in this house roughly a million times, I couldn’t seem to find a door leading to a room I wanted to be in.

  There was like . . . a hysterical giggle in my chest. Or a scream? Maybe it was a scream. Or a sob.

  All three?

  Was that even possible?

  I’d wished a million times since all this started that I was more like my sister. Tougher. Stronger. Angrier.

  Strong was never a word anyone had applied to me.

  I had to get out of the Constantine compound. Now. Three seconds ago.

  The champagne glass in my hand was empty, and I handed it to a waiter, not waiting to answer his polite question about having more of the expensive bubbly. If I opened my mouth too wide I was afraid, well, not afraid as much as I was sure, absolutely sure that I would ruin not just this night. But everything – the whole spider web keeping my sister and me safe would be torn apart. So I kept my mouth shut as I pushed past Tinsley Constantine.

  “Are you all right, Poppy?” Tinsley asked. We weren’t close, me and Tinsley. The Constantine children breathed rarified air, and when I was around them, I felt all the arrows of my circumstances. We’d been raised as cousins of a sort, but we all knew that was a lie. Now, since leaving college, I was staying in their pool house. And they never intentionally made me feel bad, but I could tell they didn’t like how much their mother cared about me.

  And they really didn’t love me staying in the pool house.

  “I’m fine,” I said with what I hoped was a smile. I could see across the room Winston and Perry, Caroline’s sons, tracking this conversation. And more eyes were not what I needed. “I just need some air.”

  They were one hundred percent pitying me and barely hiding it.

  I was one hundred percent freaking out and barely hiding it.

  The front doors were still open, people walking in and out, and the big veranda would be just as crowded as this ballroom, so I followed a server out the door and through a wood-panelled study full of men in tuxedos.

  I didn’t look at their faces. In this world, this place, they all looked the same. White, slightly saggy, watery-eyes behind glasses that assessed my worth as I went running past.

  In my desperation, I got turned around inside the sprawling mansion and found myself in the small sitting room being used as a bar for the catering staff. The same room where Caroline had changed my life forever – god, was that . . . Christmas? How had my life changed so dramatically in a few months?

  “You have to listen to me,” Caroline said, sitting next to me on the little settee facing the icy window. The white twinkle lights reflected in her eyes. “This is serious. And this is hard. But you’re not a little girl anymore.”

  “I know,” I said. I’d turned 20 in the spring. And now that Dad was dead, I was Zilla’s legal guardian. Frankly, I hadn’t been a little girl since Mom died. I wasn’t sure I’d ever felt like a little girl.

  “Your father . . .” Caroline took a deep breath. “There’s no money, Poppy.”

  “For what?” I asked.

  “There’s no money for you. For sc
hool. For Zilla. You need to sell the house to pay off what he owed.”

  “Okay,” I felt the ground shifting under my feet. “The life insurance—”

  “He cashed it out a year ago.”

  “My college fund?”

  “Gone. The money from your mother’s estate. All gone. There’s nothing, Poppy.”

  “How will I pay for Zilla—”

  “You’re going to need to drop out of school, and we need to figure something out.”

  “You all right, miss?” a server asked while trying to get by me with a tray of empty glasses from the kitchen.

  “Bad place to stop,” a guy said, lifting his tray of full glasses over my head as he went by.

  “I just need . . . fresh air.”

  “The front—”

  “And privacy.”

  The server nodded once, her no-nonsense ponytail swishing over her dark vest. “Follow me,” she said.

  Maybe I could get a job as a server with this catering company. She probably made good money. I didn’t have any experience serving appetizers on trays, and probably way too much experience eating them. But I could learn. Probably.

  We were through the kitchen and down another hall, and finally she pushed open a door to a small brick patio with a few chairs around what looked like a fire pit. I could see the swimming pool beyond. The pool house where I’d been staying since Christmas like some very unwanted guest. The gazebo. Tennis courts. The manicured lawns slipped down over the hills to the shadowed tree line. Fresh air abounded. The sounds of the party were muffled.

  I could almost pretend I was far away from it all.

  “You should be okay out here,” the server said in her neat vest and bow tie. I loved bow ties. Honestly, I was made to be a catering server.

  “Thank you so much!” I said, showing way too much enthusiasm for the kindness she’d shown me, but there’d been a real lack of kindness – big or small, in my life in the last year so I always got a little messy around it.

  “It’s just where the servers smoke, nothing to get excited about,” she said with lots of side eye.

  The server vanished through the open doorway, and I walked out into the grass, past the edge of the light thrown from the lantern fixture over the door. In the distance was the thick tree line that separated the Constantine land from my parent’s old house. When Zilla found out what Dad had done, she burned the house down. That’s when we knew the medication wasn’t enough. That’s when Belhaven happened. When everything changed. What was left of the house after the fire and the willow tree had been bulldozed, the pond filled, the land sold to the Constantine’s.

  I could run around to the front of the house and get a key from the valet. Any key. Any car. And I could drive away.

  Except, you idiot, you don’t know how to drive.

  I could run. Just . . . run. Even as I thought it, I was slipping out of my shoes. The grass cold and damp and real beneath my feet. That was how bad I wanted to escape – my body was committed to action before I’d fully finished the thought. God. I wanted to RUN.

  Run and do what? Go where? What about Zilla?

  The thoughts were chains erupting out of the grass and wrapping around my feet.

  Hands in fists, tears in my eyes, I opened my mouth ready to scream. Ready to let all the poison out, no matter who heard me. Let all of them hear me – Important Woman with the earrings, the Constantine children, the server who in another life might be my best friend – I’d go back in there in a minute and smile and thank them. Show them the stupid rock on my finger and blush and laugh, but now, let them stand in those rooms and know they were robbing me. Killing me. Let them—

  “Jesus Christ, you okay?” a thick Irish accent asked from the darkness in the corner of the patio, and instead of screaming I kind of squeaked.

  Which, honestly, was about right.

  2

  I couldn’t see the man in the shadows. It was nothing but dark out here, and then there was the red flare of a cigarette to my left, and I stepped back. Embarrassed and shaking, I tripped over my shoes. “I didn’t think anyone was here. I’ll go—”

  “Don’t,” he said.

  “Don’t . . . what?”

  “Don’t leave.” Just that. And I was getting bossed around plenty in the house behind me, but no one managed to do it so plainly. It was all dressed up in manners. I was wrapped in chains of politeness. I didn’t know what it said about my mental health, but I liked the fact that he didn’t ask. And he wasn’t polite.

  This whole situation was fucking me up.

  He didn’t step forward to introduce himself, and I stepped away from him keeping my name to myself, too.

  “You were just about to do the fifty-yard dash in a ball gown,” he said.

  “Not . . . really.”

  “Then you weren’t about to scream, neither.”

  “No.” The lie came easy. So quick. Second nature now.

  “Bullshit.”

  “You know, you could leave. Give me some privacy.”

  His low laugh rippled out from the shadows, putting goosebumps up and down my arms. “Could I?”

  “It would be polite.”

  “I’m not much for polite,” he said and took another drag of his cigarette. “I like screaming better than running, though. Gets the blood up.”

  “The blood up?” That sounded very Braveheart. Truthfully, I liked it.

  “For fightin’ and the like.”

  “I’m not much for fighting,” I said, and it was so true, so funny and true and awful all at the same time I had to put a hand over my mouth so a weird laugh/scream thing wouldn’t come tearing out of me. And my chance to run was years behind me.

  He made some speculative sound in his throat. Which could be agreement or disagreement or some kind of mix of the two, and it hardly mattered. He hardly mattered. This moment on the patio hardly mattered.

  It was why I was still standing there.

  Everything inside, every word I said, every drink I had, every person who looked twice at me – all that mattered. It got rung up someplace and added to the price I had to pay.

  And I just needed a minute.

  “You all right?” he asked.

  Terrified.

  “You working the party?” I asked, changing the subject. It was always easier to talk about other people.

  “You making small talk with the help?” His brogue was so thick it took me a second to make sure I got the words right.

  “If that’s what you are, then yes.”

  “Well, I’m not sure what I am, to be honest with you.”

  “Yeah, me neither.”

  “In that dress, sweetheart, you are not the help.”

  I pressed my hands to the skirt of my ball gown, gold embroidery and sequins over blush gossamer netting. I felt naked under all the layers, if I was being honest.

  “You look beautiful,” he said, like he could see my doubts.

  “Thank you.” The compliment bounced off me. When people called my sister beautiful, she cut off all her hair and painted her face. Me? I said thank you and did what they asked of me.

  “It came in a box,” I said, stupidly. “Like in the movies. A box with a big red bow.”

  “Proof that you shouldn’t be out here with me, Princess,” he said.

  He was right. One hundred percent. There were people inside who, if they found out what I was doing, would be pissed. But the rest of my life was going to be spent trying to not piss those people off, this might be the very last second I had for myself.

  “Are you a Morelli?” I asked.

  “A who?”

  “A member of the Morelli family.”

  The worst thing he could be was a Morelli. He could be a murdering son of a bitch, and being a Morelli would still be worse. Elaine, Caroline’s daughter, got caught up with Lucian Morelli at Tinsley’s birthday, and it was as if she’d fucked the devil himself.

  This guy wasn’t the devil. He was a waiter having a smoke
. And I wasn’t a Constantine. I wasn’t even going to be a Waverly for much longer.

  “No, I’m not a Morelli,” he said.

  “Then we’re okay.” The night seemed to breathe. The party sounds faded. The scream in my chest was gone.

  We’re okay.

  “Why are you out here?” he asked.

  “There are a lot of answers to that question.” I laughed.

  “You always go for a run during a party?”

  “I do.” I nodded. “I’m in training.”

  “For ball gown racing?”

  “Yes, it’s a very obscure event. But I’m ranked.” I was being ridiculous. The nerves were making me ridiculous, and I was only ever ridiculous with my sister.

  “National or international?” Oh, he was playing along. It made me want to cry for missing my sister.

  “International, of course.”

  My feet were cold and naked in the grass, so I put on the shoes.

  “What are you doing out here?” I asked.

  “I haven’t been invited inside yet.”

  “Really?”

  “No.”

  That did make me laugh. I liked this shadow Irishman with the quick wit, and maybe it was the grass I could still feel between my toes or that my world was coming down around me in ways I couldn’t stop, but the truth just came out of me.

  “Adolescent on-set schizophrenia. That’s why I’m here. That’s why I’m . . . everything.”

  It was wild to say that out loud. We never talked about it. We never gave the words air or sound. Or light. They lived in shadows, dark and unsaid. Alone and festering.

  From the shadows he held a flask. “Here. You look like you could use a drink.”

  “I shouldn’t,” I said. I needed to be clear. Sharp. Tonight was like throwing myself into a sea of piranhas. For the rest of my life.